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The title is there for a reason...
6:05 PM|10-07-2001

I'm feeling so alone. So very alone.

I want to go home.

Thats so ridiculous. I AM home.

I believe I've discussed this before.

At any rate, I need someone. I dont care who it is at this point, I honestly don't. I just need someone. Just to talk.

I need to trust. I think thats my problem.

I dont trust anybody though.

Thinking about it makes my head ache.

I would take a walk, but I'm babysitting. I need to clear my head and think. Step back and get a perspective. Thats what I need dammit. So, how do I go about getting it?

I'm feeling very... lost. Again. Red would sarcastically say "Qu'elle suprise" and I would get pissed if I were to tell him. So I wont.

I wish there was somebody who would listen. Well, a shrink would listen, but I have to pay for one of those and I really dont want to do that.

Of course, I could always recruit John, he thinks hes the god of psychology anyway. Lets see him try to analyze me.

I'm going to go. I feel like doing some work of any sort. Just something to get my mind off of these feelings.

You know, these are the times that I wish I allowed my friends to read this.

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